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CENIT

by JESSE

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1.
Perfection 02:52
(Verse 1) What does it mean to be perfect? All that work is it worth it? Im gonna beat myself down All for others’ perceptions All for hashtags and mentions All for familial blessings How do I end this? (Verse 2) What does it mean to be worthy? Clean myself up and still dirty I’m growing from the ground I ignore when im hurting But that shit keeps on growing Only leaving me broken And doors keep on closing (Bridge) I don’t wanna die And leave nothing behind I promise it this time To let out what’s inside And if it means goodbye To some things in my life I can’t always get it right Cause perfection is a lie I’m gonna keep on growing And I’m gonna keep on glowing And God’s gonna keep on showing That I’m worthy, that I’m worthy I feel a new me emerging
2.
(Verse 1) Mama me dijo pa’ que quiero pies Si tengo alas para volar Alas construidas de cartulina Pegadas a mi con cinta y es un esfuerzo para dos Aun asi me creo Mujer maravilla Hasta caer otra vez Y tu mi Diego Con gran desempeño Enseñame amar saludable Sin inseguridad (chorus) Quiero volar Para mi Quiero ser yo feliz Sin buscarlo en ti (Verse 2) No tengo suficiente amor Solo una mente partida en dos Y porque hija de Frida soy dejo mi corazón abierto Entre páginas hoy Y no lloro, solo escribo Sangre en la guitarra Frases disfradas para ti pero son para mi Medicina Creativa Para aliviar mi alma y despues ir a (chorus) 2x Volar Para mi Quiero ser yo feliz Sin buscarlo en ti
3.
Infatuated 02:19
(Verse 1) Keep me close to your chest right now Smell of your kiss got me wondering how I got here But I don’t wanna go now Keep your hands Feeling me up and down Figure my body out baby I was two seconds away from giving you a taste Thank god you ran away Thank God you ran away Cause I would’ve stayed Would’ve made a mistake (Chorus) Now I’m infatuated Fantasizing about you crazy In my dreams we always meet And do the things we can’t do in reality (Verse 2) We could’ve been the moon in the night sky Hotel room sheets in the morning to hide Our fears, our doubts, our lust from the sunlight Now you’re always on my mind Will there be a next time? It’s you i wanna try (Outro) This ring on my finger got me feeling guilty I’m out here playing games I should’ve set up clear boundaries with you In the first place
4.
Sinner 03:50
(Verse 1) I have this urge to text you But don’t do it Just wait If it’s fate Then it’s fate Don’t like being too early Or too late Or stuck in my ways In reality other people made me I want to create A life where I’m not afraid To take risks We’re temporary anyway Make me feel nostalgic in a Gatsby way Picture me riding away all your pain (Chorus) Oooo im a sinner its true Oooo don’t look at me look at you (verse 2) I miss you but I shouldn’t I’m older but still growing Have too much on my plate but Seconds can’t wait I don’t like anxiety But like feeling a feeling inside of me And you give me that Don’t tell me what to do Leave my God to that Gave me and my seed a hard time I’m thankful for that Showed me my roots are flawed And all I can be is proud of that There’s no need to hide I serve the world by showing all of that (Chorus)
5.
Desperately 03:02
(Verse 1) Lately I’ve been irritated, agitated Probably not fun to be around with I been quiet I been moody And no it’s not my period I just want my space and my notebook And period I just miss my home and my family My routine isn’t steady and its messy And im stressing cause sometimes I don’t feel happy And it’s my fault My focus isn’t on my blessings Rather on more selfish things I lost a part of myself due to the pain Of the baby and the ring I need to find me I need to find me I need to find me Desperately (Chorus) 2x Oh desperately I need to find me Oh desperately I need to find me (Verse 2) Resistance just brings on more tension So just let go Stop judging yourself and thinking about others everywhere you go You’re gold and you don’t know You’re gold and you don’t know If you wanted to you could light up the room But you’re too scared to fail Too scared to try Too scared love Too scared fly Cause you don’t want to waste your time You know there’s someone out there Really doing shit right While you sit in bitterness trying to ripen up With meditative practices and tears and loneliness There’s only so much love on a mattress can do To make me fight for me And make me fight for you With time I’ll turn sweet and share a piece of me with you But first I gotta find me to truly love you I need to find me to truly love you I need to find me to truly love you (Chorus)
6.
(Verse 1) You’re everything I looked for You’ve held my hand When I could not stand by myself I know I’m a piece of work But you’ve really helped me see my worth You’re everything I prayed for and more We had some issues year one through four (Pre-Chorus) But we made it babe, we made it babe Half a decade and we made it babe, we made it babe (2x) (Chorus) Stay with me for as long as God allows Hold me tight through the ups and the downs Travel with me let’s watch sunsets Form Mexico City all the way to Paris, France Quédate junto a mi Ama junto a mi Vive junto a mi Ríe junto a mi Por favor (Verse) Me gustaría prepararte café por la mañana Verte crecer como persona humana Compartir tiempo y espacio contigo Hoy y para siempre Seras mi mejor amigo No se lo que Dios tiene planeado Pero sigo escribiendo a diario Para mi y para ti Pa tener una casita, un niño y un gardín Dime soñadora A mi no me importa Dime soñadora A mi no me importa Yo creo en ti Y lo más importante Me enseñaste a creer en mi (Chorus)
7.
44 03:21
(Verse 1) I asked you what the difference was Between me and all the other girls you been with You said it’s too deep And I don’t wanna dig But baby can you dig for me one day Don’t be scared of vulnerability That’s the only thing that keeps us safe (Pre-Chorus) Ve como el sol nos tatúa la piel en la manana Ve como creamos un hogar en una semana Ve el reloj de vez en cuando Los números nos hablan 44 El amor y la belleza están por todos lados Ve y puedes encontrarlo (Chorus) Solo ve, ve ,ve ,ve ,ve ,ve (verse) Si quieres yo te puedo ensenar Como llorar sin que te de pena De lo que diran Y a reirte de mas Y expresar todo lo que has guardado adentro Tus suenos, ideas, y pensamientos Todo es posible, juntos lo hemos hecho (Pre-Chorus) (Chorus)

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released September 23, 2019

written by: Jessica Garcia
produced by: Richard Juarez

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JESSE Chicago, Illinois

I am Jesse Garcia - a chicana singer-songwriter from Chicago, IL. I love to write bilingual melodies.

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